Not A Bad Beat, Just A Rant On How I Suck

[amarillotg 0]

i've got 4 tables open. a couple limit holdem, a nl holdem and a plo.im having a good nite, then this ****ing loose passive just starts running me over on one of the limit tables, which is fine. i giggle while i transfer him my bankroll.then these 2 hands come up on the nl table where i just totally lose my ****ing mind. i guess i was slightly tilted from the limit table.i pay a short stack off with JT on a board of KJ52. he raises the turn, i know im ****ed but i say, what the ****, im getting about 2.5-1.the very next hand i bump it up with AQo in ep. some new fella to the table re-raises and i call. im thinking in my head, this guy thinks im a total donk for the way i played that last hand, wait till i show him. (im really thinking please no A or Q so i can c/f)flop comes Qxx. i check, he bets i call. turn comes another rag. i check, he bets the remaining 80% of his stack and i start to think, "maybe im good here".how ****ing stupid is that? i actually convinced myself. so i call. im pretty sure if it was live and he flipped his KK over and then made the bet, i would of still called. thats how ****ing stupid i really am!ok, im done.phew, that felt goot.

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i've got 4 tables open. a couple limit holdem, a nl holdem and a plo.im having a good nite, then this ****ing loose passive just starts running me over on one of the limit tables, which is fine. i giggle while i transfer him my bankroll.then these 2 hands come up on the nl table where i just totally lose my ****ing mind. i guess i was slightly tilted from the limit table.i pay a short stack off with JT on a board of KJ52. he raises the turn, i know im ****ed but i say, what the ****, im getting about 2.5-1.the very next hand i bump it up with AQo in ep. some new fella to the table re-raises and i call. im thinking in my head, this guy thinks im a total donk for the way i played that last hand, wait till i show him. (im really thinking please no A or Q so i can c/f)flop comes Qxx. i check, he bets i call. turn comes another rag. i check, he bets the remaining 80% of his stack and i start to think, "maybe im good here".how ****ing stupid is that? i actually convinced myself. so i call. im pretty sure if it was live and he flipped his KK over and then made the bet, i would of still called. thats how ****ing stupid i really am!ok, im done.phew, that felt goot.

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