fell off the wagon last night...(long)

[kennyboy 0]

God damn. I've had the most stressful week. Studying for a final exam, and I'm moving into a new place. The hours and hours of studying caught up with me.Sat down with my bankroll of $300, and started four tabling .5/1. Lost $ 43 dollars in half an hour. Started tilting a bit. Four tabled 1/2, lost another 40. Then I played NL for a bit, lost 10. Entered a rebuy tourney, cost me another $20 after it was all done. So I'm out about $110, a third of my bankroll. and I'm KICKING MYSELF. I've been so disciplined with not playing out of my BR, not blowing money on stupid tournies, and grinding consistently. Then I drop 110 BB...sets me back on my road to 1/2.ARGH. I should have stayed away, but it was 4 am, I was running on about 4 hours of sleep on average over the past 4 days. My judgement was severely lacking, or non-existant.BLAH