Honestly, I really don't. I don't blame other teachers. Being a part of the system, I feel how draining it is to show up and do my best when I am not sustained by my job. I know I won't last long like this, and I don't know how anyone does. As much as I try not to let it, low pay affects my job performance. I still do a great job overall, but it is impossible not to feel debilitated sometimes (or even a lot) in this context.I blame a system, state, and society that doesn't prioritize education. I have 100 grand in debt from my education. I am a highly trained, highly skilled professional who j