Good Morning D...Just signed up today, glad I did!! Read your post and yeah there is a wonderful, beautiful entity called God, who follows and guides our every move. Sounds like you may just be tired and possibly overwhelmed. I too may sound like a God/Love monger, but I truly believe that love is the answer and God is Love so....Everything happens for a reason, we're all a part of His masterplan, keep the faith, find His lesson and proceed accordingly, He takes care of us all!!!!!In the meantime, remember, that if we didn't have down times, how would be recognize the good ones?On the Poker